You cant see it if you are in it

“You cant see it if you are in it…”

The words that came to mind as I viewed my life and saw what I had become. A shell of my former self, a nervous wreck on constant high alert, a withering body stood where once a athletic body was, a confident woman left wondering where had it all gone so wrong… How had I become this person? Why had I become so ill? And how was it going to get better? The questions I asked myself to kick start what I would later find out to be the trigger to a complete shift in mindset and reality shift as a result.

They say ‘love is blind’ but no-one ever explains what that really means… have you ever taken a moment to understand what this means to you? I love finding out meanings of things that hide behind labels and words. Why we act in certain ways and why. How we are made and what we are made up of.

If someone 5 years ago told me where I would be today, I would never have believed them. My curiosity and the want for answers sent me down the rabbit hole that Alice once fell into… I never thought I would get the answers I got from the questions I asked. I surrendered myself to being open to anything in the hope that something, anything would make sense, only to discover the truth was always available to me. A harsh realisation… I had chosen to believe what I thought I had to believe… Or to be more precise I believed what I had been told to believe. When I opened up to believing anything was possible I had the most amazing life changing experience I had ever had… My mind opened and with it my world changed. By that I mean my world literally changed in every sense available.

It looks very different to what I used to see. My life looks different and I look different. I feel different and not just internal feelings, my senses have changed. I now see not just with my eyes but with all of my senses. This process of changing how I “see” has created a completely different experience of the world. The world is no longer just something we are all on, a word, something I look at with my eyes that I have to look at to walk from one place to the next. The world is now magical, it is alive, it is a being that holds its own conscience and mind. I actually ‘feel’ the world with all senses available and now look at it in ways I could of never of imagined.

I in turn feel in ways I could never of imagined and seemingly discovered I feel I have “super powers” and have the ability to tap into universal information… the power to understand as if under a microscope and from in space looking back to the earth and every stage in between those extremes. I had stumbled across an ability that allows me to see things on such a deep level that I can relate what happens in the body to how space works and found the ability to explain to others in ways that they can also understand and relate to. This super power was pure magic and I had no idea how I tapped into this information and how I was able to relay it back to people. You may be wondering where I am going with this… the fact is none of us really know what we are in. We think we might know but the reality of it is, we can only go on the information we are given.

So this blog and my mission is to expand your information, to widen your view on what you think is there and allow you to think outside that box we are all presented with that tells us what “they want us to know”. The purpose of this blog is to allow you to dream, to live and to be whatever it is you can imagine to be.

We are all creators of what we can be in, you just have to ‘open up’ to allow information to come in… and know everything we read, look at, touch, feel, listen to is simply there for information. Its what you do with that information that creates your life. You are in control of what your life looks like… the recognition of this is the understanding of your mind… your own mind.